Chronicles of an Addict - Chapter II: "The Haru Haru Syndrome" (하루하루증후군)

Definition: Weird habit of crying when listening to BIGBANG's Haru Haru

Translation of Haru Haru(하루하루): Day by Day

On Friday 14th December, twinklelie went to BIGBANG's concert in London. At that time, she wasn't the huge BIGBANG fan she is now. But when they announced that there was an additional date, she thought:

- "Hey, it's BIGBANG! Not a huge fan, but I still like them and I got the money so me is going"

yup, still has her concert ticket :p

So basically she went there on a whim. She got her tickets and everything 10 days before the concert (doesn't live in the UK).

Her crown stick

Now here's what happened during that concert:

It was almost the end, after almost 2h30 of show, the members, especially GD, were totally worn out. The atmosphere in the concert hall was heavy and you could feel that the end was near. VIPs were also tired, but oh so happy. You could see the members quietly sitting on the chairs. Then, you could hear the first notes of Haru Haru. Silence for a few sec.TOP began to sing and VIPs were singing along as well. At last, when the chorus came Taeyang asked VIPs if they knew the lyrics. At that moment, something magic happened: VIPs were singing Haru Haru in complete synchronisation. Twinklelie was singing as well, and for some reason, she was overwhelmed and began to cry and her heart ached and throbed. Was it the beauty  of that moment that made her cry or just the song itself? This is not certain. What's sure, she felt something that she never felt before. So much emotions were conveyed during those few seconds when VIPs sang together.

Live version. She was there!

It could've been something that would've happened once, but it didn't. Ever since, when she listens to Haru Haru, her heart's throbbing and she's sobbing a little...

Translation of Haru Haru:

[GD] Leave

Yeah, finally I realise, that I’m nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me
[SR] Ah ah ah ah~

[TOP/GD] Like the tides my heart is broken

Like the wind my heart is shaking

Like the smoke my love faded away

It never erases like a tattoo

I sigh deeply and the ground shakes

My heart is full of dust (say goodbye)

[GD] Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you

But from what was expected, I’m getting along quite well by myself

You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”

I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

[TOP] What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?

Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me?

I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t even approach you or talk to you

Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times

[chorus]

Don’t look back and leave

Don’t find me again and just live on

Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories

I can bear it in some way

I can stand it in some way

You should be happy if you are like this

Day by day it fades away

[GD] Oh, girl, I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye

[SR/DS] Even if we bump into each other

Pretend you didn’t see me and keep going

If old memories keep on being thought of

I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, so I don’t think of anything else

You have to get along so there is not even a small regret in me

[TOP] Like the white sky and like the blue clouds

Yes, just smile like nothing is wrong

[chorus]X1

[DS/SR] Hope your heart is relieved after leaving me

Just forget me and live on

Those tears will all dry up, yeah

As day by day passes

[TY] If we never met each other then it would have hurt less, mm

The promise of us staying together is now a memory baby

I’ll pray for you

[chorus]X1

[GD] Oh, girl, I cry, cry

You’re my all, say goodbye, bye

Oh, my love, don’t lie, lie

You’re my heart, say goodbye